Why why why ?
Sometimes i just feel so demoralised .
I thought i got the feeling back ,
yet when i was rejected ,
it brings my morale down .
Shooting guard no morale = No score for him .
Yeah i suck i know that .
What to do ?
I dont know .
What i really wanna do now ...
Play frisbee ,volleyball , basketball ,
Dance ....
Relax myself ....
Go out and play .
Sighhhhh ...
Feeling so lethargic today .
9am to 9pm .
Had to rush my work in school in the morning because markers ran out of ink .
Morning wake up seriously have this feeling of fainting when i was in the toilet ,
body feels so weak , gum pain due to that stupid wisdom tooth , (its not wisdom at all -.- ) Stupid
Fell asleep in Scotts lesson because was so drowsy after eating panadol .
Lucky he nvr gives us homework .... NO MORE RENDERING! FUCK YEAH!
Soon tats far lesson cancelled , had a period of time to rest and relax myself , and so i slept for awhile .
Kristy goh's lesson , 1/4 percent was paying attention , the rest , i was lazing around , thinking aloud , laughing alone , disturbing Nicol ...
Aint a good day .. really .
Are things gonna be sorted out ?
I dont know .
I HATE RENDERING
I HATE SCOTTS LEE
I HATE BEING A DESIGNER
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE POLY LIFE
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE LIFE
I HATE ...........................
SIGH...
Its hard to say but easy to feel ,
just like how apple skin peels .
Previous times on how i make you smile ,
taking it for granted all this while ,
Even if you may start to forget ,
I will never ever be mad .
(Stupid isnt it ? )
'I'm tall because i keep telling my legs this 'Legs oh legs , can you grow longer so that next time when i meet this girl called Heng jiingharn , i can be taller than her and thn date her out'
I like this ^^
Yours now and in the future