A tiny little wish

Today ,

played basketball at 338~

Was so happy becauseeeee ,

we won 5 matches in a rowwwww !

HEHE !

I think i calculated the percentage when i'm with my teammates !

Weijie , 75%

Roy, 70%

Jordan, 70%

AhKong, 65%

Without them , i think im useless (:

HEHE . Thanks to all !

搞砸了

I dont know about it now ,
Its all just a fake .
Nothing but just my imagination .

Yesterday (:

I'm a happy boyyyy ,

Went to sch find baby ,

accompanied her to eat mac and well bullied her a lil bit .

Hehe , sorry baby~

Sent her home after that .

Went to find Sengmun

and went to causewayyyy ,

ate mac (:

Watch daybreakers with him ,

damn funny ah watch horror with him !

Its not the vampire who scared the shit of him ,

its a bat who fly out of no where that scare him.

The start of the show he shouted in fear xD

Damn funny siaaaaaa !

HAHA !

That all for yesterday (:

This girl is an actor in K.O 3anguo ,

Xiao qiao .

Andddd i think she's cute ^^

My typeee of veggie xD

HAHA

Well poly posting results are out ,

andddd i was posted to Nanyang .

I didnt expected it but well since fate has done it ,

'Wo zhi hao ren ming' (:

习惯就好

I cant get it out ,
i wanna sleep ):

Maybe its time to let you know

I dont know what happened to me ,
I've been feeling so fustrated .
I'm sorry ,
though i know sorry doesnt do much ...

Why am i like this ?
Breaking down ):
I cant hold on much longer .
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!

Total bad mood , idk why

Its 645 PM now and surprisingly i just woke up ..

I think i'm more of becoming into noctornal (:

But its good , i'd rather sleep than to think so much (Fuck my brain)

hmmm ,

Waste 1 of my day , and i guess there's nothing much to do left .

Fuck me __

Takecare of your ankle ,

and i hope you'll get well soon ...

I saw it ,

no point changing ...

Words i want to say ,
爱你爱到无路可退
(:

有时候我都不知道该放手还是在一起 (Quote from some show)
Nice (:

Damn tired now ):

Because i woke up early in the morning at 8plus ,

which means i only slept for 2 hours .

My eyelids are very heavy now and i'm gonna hold it , because i wanna blog :D

Alright ,

woke up that early because i went to the library with Ahkong,Weijie and Weimeng ,

They went there to study i went there to read and drawwww (Trying to improve my drawings)

Went for lunch after that and thn to Weimeng's house to slack without Ahkong ,

They played dota , i slept on Weimeng's bed , trying to catch so sleep ,

however , that Weijie seems to be a sex maniac and keep lying on top of me ....

and doing 'CRAZY' sounds and the intercourse movements -.- , which made me ...

the poor boy , unable to sleepppp . (He keeps saying himself Bisexual lol, or maybe i'm too hot? xD)

Cannot tahan him , i sat up and watch him play dota ,

He keeps kena own and we keep on laughing at him xD

Wanna quit dota alr uh Weijie ? ^^

Had dinner at 369 , chicken choppppp , damn niceee :D

Walked to 338 after that for basketball and homeeeeddd (:

I keep telling myself to hold on and trust you ,

and thats what i'm gonna do ,

dont spoil my mindset okay ? (:

They are hottttt and prettttyyyy :D

I likeee!

A boring day today ....

Woke up at 5 plus :X

Went out at 6 plus ,

go find Carrie , thinking that Weimeng is tagging along ,

in the end , he was sleeping i think .

Went to causeway to eat with Carrie ,(HAHAHA , I know her secrettttt :D )

Ate Pizzahut (: , Gonna be fat again ... Sigh , but nvm , i only eat once today !

HAHA , skipped meals because i was sleepingggg~ Good excuse for diet xD

Went to Lan to find ZheHwee ,

watched them play dota ,

damn pro uh some of them (:

And homeeeedddd .

I had a dream last night ,

and i'm gonna post for it (:

1. You're Happy

2. You're taken care of

3. You'll never will be sad

4. You're by my side always

5. You love me always

6. I love you always

7. We do not separate

8. Through every obstacle

9. Paris (:

10. Live together till we grow old

I feel like i'm not needed

Today (:

Woke up early at 7 (I slept for 3 hours only T.T )

Went to Outram park for job interview ,

in the end , wasted trip , cuz ZH dont wanna work in the company -.-

So forget it ....

So we went to AMK hub to find Spade ,

in the end , nvr work also .

IN THE END we end up playing arcade -.- ( I think i'm too hooked up on Juxbox , DAMN FUN !)

Watched movie ,the spy next door ,

and well it was hilarious , peeps its a nice show (:

Went home to change and out again ,

for basketball at 338 and homeeeeeeed !

Andand , Number 2 Webcam :D

I wished we could be like that (Above~)

我要疯了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

I didnt want to ,
but you gave me this feeling that i want to .
How do you expect me to not think ?
Perhaps i should start doing it again (:

Alright , yesterday's post first (:

Went to bugis to shop with Sengmun , Zhehwee , Norman and Yeekuang .

Arcadeeeee , and yeah shopping and ate at Pepper lunch :P

Damn nice ,and i think i grew fattttt ):

I going on diet alr , i think . (Sorry baby ! Dont kill me if you see this k ? )

HAHA , she dont allow me to diet , cuz she like to pinch my fats ! BULLY RIGHT ?!

Today , Met Baby and sent her home ,

Congrats to her for being selected into the team (:

I forget to do something before she went home ,TSKKKK ! ( STUPID !!! )

Went to find Roy after that ,

and basketball-ed ,

I LOVE MY JUMP SHOT xD

Pictures~ Long time nvr post alr (:

HEHE , Sorry uh Roy , i think its nice :D

Randommmm~~

SORRY AH WEIJIE xD

I miss youuuuuuu ):

And my grandmama is okay !

Thanks to those who prayed ,

Love you guys !

This post is for my grandmother who is lying in the hospital now ,

Sigh ,

i hope she's doing fine now

and god pleaseplease bless her ,

Make her recover quickly .

Remembering the past ,

when i was a baby ,

She took care of me ,

till i was primary one ,

Yes , she was like a mother to me ,

Someone i couldnt live without .

I would cry when i was a child ,

where when i had to leave her to go home .

She would kiss me in the face and say dont worry ,

you'll see me soon enough .

She pampered me ,

gave me whatever i want ,

feed me food ,

and even carried me on her back to the doctor when i was ill when i was 4 .

Imagine someone who is 50plus of her age,

carrying some kid to the nearby clinic .

Even to now ,

she still takecare of me , my family etc ,

coming to our house if she has the time .

She would clear my desk whenever it was untidy ,

buy food for me when i wanted it .

So please god , bless her .

I wouldnt want anything to happen to her .

I dont know how to live on if something happens to her .

I love her ,

and please anyone who sees this post ,and cares for me ,

help me pray for her , would you ?

Popo , I love you

I tried to hold back my tears ,

yet every thought of losing someone who cares once again ,

makes it come out ..

Just came back from Yishun (:

Went to find Baby in the evening ,

Sent her home and went home to take in the clothes -.-

Went out again to find Zhehwee and Norman ,

thanks for coming to my house here to accompany me .

Went to Yishun after that ,

And ARCADE~~~

Longgggggggg time nvr play alr :D

HEHE .

Had quite fun there ,

Though only played awhile ,

Bus-ed home after that .

Who know you're cheating on ?

You know it yourself .

Disappointing ..

Arent they cute together ?

I like the both of them !!!

羅志祥蝴蝶姊姊 rockksss !

Todayyyyyyyy~~~

Woke up at 3 plus in the noon (call me pig i dont care :D )

Texted SzePing and ask her to go play basketball ...

Met her at 369 ,

and played awhile with kids there ,

damn boring play with them ):

Sat down after the match ,

watched the kids play , damn funny they play ^^
Instructed my sister to finish her homeworks ,

and i teach her maths~~~

Maybe giving tuition for her :D (and her friend)

Went to bukit timah there to eat dinner ,

a hawker centre beside baby's primary school (:

Ate the idk what food , looks like pasta ..

DAMN NICE MANXZ !

Home-ed after that .

Gonna meet baby tml !!!

HAPPY~~~

I cant stop thinking of you~~~

I miss her ):

I hope she gets well soon ,

and her leg to recover asap .

God bless this sweetlittle child of yours ,

and let her be happy always .

爱不单行-SHOW

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

( This song makes me think so much )

Dont push me too faraway ,

though you might not need me anymore .

But i still need you by my side ,

as always with your love i live on .

Sigh , i've got nothing to say but FUCK OFF AND DIE !
Stop making trouble alr ,
they've so many things to settle , yet you still wanna fight .
Use your fucking old brain lah , ccb ..

HELLOOOO~~~

I'm back !

HEHE !

Bad results after coming back ,

Played two match of basketball ,

lost two match ):

Shooting wasnt on form (I think too long nvr touch ball alr)

After lights off ,

Shoot for awhile ,

and played 2v2 with Weijie ,

against Raymond and Kuanyi .

Play with them damn funny ,

keep intidimating Takawa players ,

"Takawae"

HAHA !

A few teamwork moves i had with Weijie ,

SO SHUANG !~

Show luo album come out alrrrrrrr :D

I want buy :X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SZEPING !!!!!!

BESTEST SISTER I HAVE !

GOODLUCK IN YOUR BASKETBALL AND STUDIES EH !

I've so much to say today :P

I WANT WATCH DAYBREAKERS !
WHO WANT ? ITS A DATE AH :D

I feel weird as well ,

but what can i do ?

I should ,or perhaps must understand.

At least this is the least i can do for you .

What day is tuesday ?

OUR DAY (:

It will nvr be broken ,

I'm thinking alot as well ,

having late night sleeps ,

thinking through the night .

We'll go through this ,

As always ,like how we've been through everything

God damn , im late for basketball !!

Weijie's gonna kill me T.T

HAHA,

kinda tired because i was pulled out of bed early in the morning ):

Went to my uncle's place and makanmakan ^^

To his house ,and i was like SOOO BORED ... Lucky got my phone with me :P

Alright , gotta leave house alr ,

if not gonna get scoldings !

Hope your leg gets better !

Hohoho ,

I'm back ^^

Sakura was relatively fun lah ,

eat until so fullllll !

Should diet ah ! HAHA

Went for pool at checkpoint afterthat (:

You know that i wont leave you ..

I wont break our promise (:

God damn i miss all my goodfriends they all !

AND FUCK YOU AH WEIJIE !!!!!

EH I NO NEED JUMP FLOOR ! HEHE

Help me !

I'm so suffering ):

Miss someone until die alr .

HEHE (:

Once again i'm a good boy ,

because i stayed at home again !

3 days , i'm so proud of myself :D

But !

I'm going out later to RP for SAKURA~ (Jealous?)

With my Primary school friends ,

Long time nvr see them alr .

Hope i have fun later ...

I'm just gonna sit still and watch ,

till you take the first move (:

Its counting on you !

All the best !

HOHOHO !

Miracle has happened again (:

I never go out today !!!!

HAHA !

Im such a good boy :D

Spent the whole day at home ,

draw for the whole day~ AHHHHH so bored ):

I wish time would pass on faster ):

(Especially when you're not with me )

Hmmm , going out with Chi (Cousin) tml ,

to NP to check somethings ...

but .... i dont think i'm going to that sch ..

Not enough points ):

Maybe SP or NYP bah , or perhaps TP (:

We'll see how bah ...

How i wish i could hug you real tight now ....

For you've been in my mind since we separated .

I hope IT still remains ,

because i wouldnt want to end this story of ours.

Stop taking us for granted ...

And dont do things that betray our trust to you all

Guess what ?

I'm feeling so stress out now ...

Deciding what course to choose , what poly to go ...

Afraid that i might not have interest in the course i chose .

And because of one fucked up science ,

I couldnt go to the course i wanted . ( I HATE PHYSICS )

T.T

I hope i could make up my mind by friday ...

And miracles do happen ,

i didnt go out today (:

Record! Lets see whether i'll go out tml or not .

And Jody ,

Cheer up okay ! Dont think too much about it .

Its over , accept it bah .... SMILE (:

Everytime i want to choose a different sch ,

i'll think of you ...

I dont know what to do .

Maybe lets just let natural takes its course ...

It gives me a headache , and i want to stop ..

I'm tired of my results .

Things are begining to change ....

Hohoho !

O levels are out !

Andddd i got 18 marks ! HAPPY~

Was so nervous before taking my results ,

butterflies in my stomach !

Told B that i wanted to spray insecticites to kill those butterflies :D

HAHA !

Now i'm crying (:

Not because of my results but ....

Hi my sweetheartttttt !

Make me feel so damn touched ):

sighhhhh ...

Hope your eyes will get well !

Takecare !

Thanks for being there for me always ,

Especially when i was so nervous just now .

Once i was with you , i felt better ..

Now i know what you meant when you said that you felt better when i was with you ,

when you're sad .

Thank you baby !

I love you .

I miss your lips .

Wonder girls~

I likeeeeee :D

Just finished watching Hi my sweetheart ,

And i cried like shitxzzxz !

I think i cried throughout the show ...

Sigh ...

Imagine someone you reallyreally loves ,

and he/she disappears for 3 years ,

You keep looking for him/her ,

and when you're about to give up ,

he/she comes back ....

Just for a few mins and disappears again ..

How sad would that be ? sighhhhh .

Time to wipe off my tears , Its reality !!!~~

What if this happens to us ?

( I wouldnt dare to think about it )

Even if the whole world oppose ,

The love is still gonna continue ...

Alright !

I know long time nvr post alr .

My dad dont allow me use comp ! Tsk !

I was using the guest account and i dont know press what and ...

There ! I can use the internet .

I dont know why too but im lucky i guess (:

Maybe god wants me to post :D

Well these few days have been kinda boring ,

sleeping at late night hours ,

Waking up early ,

Playing guitars , (with roy at 7 plus)

eating roti prata as supper for 2 days ,

And i was glad that i can meet up with baby (:

Even though sch starts ...

Results out on the next week ,

i hope i can hopefully pass ....

if not you wont get to see me xD

(this is what i told my buddies and Baby :P )

HAHA , wish me luck !

Even though time wasnt enough for us ,

but i know that we still hang on to the common thread .

Goes with the saying : Perservere , and a metal rod can ' Muo' into a needle,

My saying ^^ : Perservere , and time will bring out love in true hearted couples

Hohoho ,

I think she's pretty and hot :X

HAHA !

Sighhhhhh so f*cking bored ):

Ai ai ai ai ai , Ai the bao bao~~~

HAHA

Guess what ?

I miss YOU ! :)

Happy 27th month to us !
I love her and she love me :D
Words cannot unfold the love between us ,
so let it be our own secret , our own love (:
Once again , 27th to us !
Love jiingharnnnnnnnn ! (:

New year ! HEHE
Hope this year would be better ,
better results , pleasepleaseplease !!!
And a more time with baby though i know she'll have her O lvls (damn it)
Well , Its all fated (:
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIMENG THE SHORTY ! HEHE
oh ya before i forget ,
While we were walking on the streets ,
some guy pulled me and asked us to go for modelling interview , LOL
Maybe im too handsome >< HAHA! Joking eh !
Dont scold me thickskin uh baby !

PHOTO !