A tiny little wish

Friday, April 30, 2010

2nd week of sch ends with a blink of an eye (:
Meet great friends ,
had lots of projects ,
and less time for the someone i really love alot .
So this post i think will be specially for her .

If you sees this (Which i think you will , Stalker baby~)
I just want to let you know

我爱你 , and it wont change .

I miss you alot .

And ... I want more time together .

Sigh , i wish time would really stop when we're together .

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Wonders when will be our next kiss ...

I miss you girl , alot .

Countdown (:
For us .

247 ♥

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Tiring day in school today ,

Went out home late ,

so have to go school by cab -.- F*cking cab cost me $13.40 .

Colour studies , Wasnt in a good mood so drawing was quite on form (Y)

But i keep stopping down to disturb ppl , (I dont know why i like to disturb ppl when i'm in a bad mood )

So .... Nicol , if you see this (Which i think you wont) ,

Thank you for sitting beside me and letting me disturb you ,

and staying back with me to have lunch and to wait for my module to start even though you can go home earlier . I appreciate it , really . And im not gay okay ! I'm just disturbing you.

Had my General module , History of arts , i did learn something from it .

End at 6 , went to find grace and thn went for frisbee try out .

Met cousin and lizhen .

Played 1 game -.- And lost , cuz my teammates , dont know how to play .

Well nvm , just a game .

There's training tml , and sure thing i'm going , though it ends at 930pm .

Happy that i can meet you tml (L)

Monday, April 26, 2010

I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF

FUCK !

I hate myself to be so sensitive ,

I aint even a goodboyfriend ,

how to even make you happy for the rest of your life?

CCB at myself

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I miss you already .

Just 5 mins ):

I wonder why would i drop my tears whenever i want to tell you how much i love you?

爱 Jiingharn 一辈子♥

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Out with SengMun ,
Movies , Kick-Ass (M18) Yaye we still watched though we're 17.
After the show ended , something FUCKED UP happened ,
yet i dont want to elaborate....
Changed and thn go 338 for basketball ,
Win 1 lost the rest , -.-
Not in a very happy mood but well ,
i've got someone who is always there to bring back my smile ,
and so im happy now :D

Training at 630 tomorrow ,
its 324am now ,
and yet im still not asleep .
One word , MATI!~

One more thing ,

I LOVE JAYESSLEEEEEEEEE (L) ~

Friday, April 23, 2010

Can i dont say goodbye the next time we part ?

Why ?

Here are the 10 lies:
The 10 Lies Girls Tell Guys All The Time !

1. I trust you.
2. I don’t like attention from other men.
3. It doesn’t bother me if you look at other women.
4. It doesn’t matter how much you make.
5. You’re the best I’ve ever had!
6. Size doesn’t matter, it’s how you use it!
7. Your friends are great! I don’t mind if they come over.
8. I don’t mind if you go to a strip club with your friends
9. Nothing is wrong, I'm OK
10. Its just gonna take 10 more mins to put my makeup on

Found this on the web ,
is this true ?
It makes me so ........ Idk , so insercured .
Especially on 1,2,4,5 and 9 ):
Its so hard to trust someone )':

Dislikes being pushed away

Finally i got to laugh properly in sch today .

Sch started with model making lessons ,

and i realised its f*cking boring ~

Thn ended class at 1020 , though the timetable states it ends at 12 -.-

When for light meal thn library ,

thn lunch and back to lessons .

Played around with classmates teasing ppl with the door , while they come in i purposely close it,

and dont let them come in (:

Lesson about comunication process ,

and what i can say is i'm totally interested in this subject !

That lecturer made us laugh alot and i decided to look forward to next friday :D

Rain rain rain ! zxczczxc !!!

How can i play my basketball like this ? DAMN !

I'm afraid of looking into your eyes ,
because it might be days after i can look into your eyes again ...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Hurray , its the 300th post for my blog :D
Celebrate celebrate~

Alright , today was a boring day !
Stayed at home whole day ,
doing my project .
Think until my brain spoil alr uh .
Haa thats all for today folks !

I want T , T , T , T , Time~

I hate it when i dont have time with you ):
I miss you x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I just simply love the drafts you wrote for me .

I cant stop smiling ,

and i hope i'd always be your reason to smile .

I love you .

Its not a resposibility ,

its all because of love.

I Love Jayesslee !

Alright peeps ,
Sch was kinda fun today ,
cuz it was about art and guess what , we kind of drew a bottle without looking at our paper ...
And by just looking at the bottle , feel the way we work with our pencils and drew out the outline of the bottle .
Sounds easy dont you think ? Why not you try ? (:
Take a paper , fold it into 2 halfs , open it thn poke your pencil at the middle of the paper .
Thn put your hand under the paper holding the pencil which is through the hole .
Afterwards , without looking at what you're drawing , Use one line(Pencil not leaving the paper) , draw the outline of a NEWater bottle by looking only at it . Try uh , Bet you cant join the ends together . But I've done it :D Practice makes perfect (Okay maybe not so perfect but still nice lah!)

Went around the club crawl or something idk ,
choosing what CCA to join , was wondering , Volleyball , Frisbee or Basketball ? Or none?
Suggestions anyone ? (:
Lunched with friends and homedd .

Went out again looking for the someone i love (:
Send her home and yeah things happens (I love it uh girl!)
HAHA !

Went 338 for awhile ,
hands itchy la uh ,
Basketball ! Yaye , few days never touch alr ,
wasnt on form , sighhhhhhh!
When can i really be a better shooter ?

JS!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

They are going to LA ,

Sigh i hope they come to SG uh ! I would go to their concert if they'd come ):

You people never know how it feels to be a burden ...

2nd day of sch ,

went to sch for only 2hrs ,

learn about colours ,

waste my time because i alr learnt it during my art lessons in secondary sch .

After sch went to find Roy and had lunch with him and Weijie .

Met baby after that (L) Yaye~

Takecare of that piece of puzzle uh !

It aint perfect without you ..

Its so hard to trust someone again

Monday, April 19, 2010

School was not as good as i imagined ,
First day of it and i had a bad sore throat , muscle cramps and tired eyes ,
how am i supposed to stay awake ):

Made new friends ,
paid really attentively in class today ,
and surprisingly , i nvr touch my phone for the whole day today ,
a great achievement !

I miss you ,
a bad dream just now and i'm glad you texted me twice ,
thankfully it woke me up .

Look!~

I LOVE JIINGHARN !

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sometimes words doesnt carry much weight ,

but action does really make a big difference .

Train in the morning ,

tiring uh .

And please dont complain that you're tired ,

everyone is in this together , so shut up .

Mistakes we all make ,

one makes mistake the whole team take the punishment together .

Win together , lose together .

Schools starting tml,

and how greattt it is uh ? 9am to 850pm , 'Hurray for school' ! -.-''

Lets hope things get better for us ,
it wont fade , never will fade , I promise .
Like i've said , i need you .
It doesnt matter if there's distance or not ,
as long as hearts are together ,
the distance is just an imaginary line .

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Should i stop and wait ?
I dont know , can someone tell me what to do ?
I having breakdowns here and thn .

This time i'm not doing anything ,
I'll wait till you take the first step ...

I miss you , i really do ):
But i dont know what to do .

Friday, April 16, 2010

This melts my heart ,

Make me feel so sweet being in love ,

Makes me think that i should cherish .

Wait , i'm cherishing it alr .

Especially at the last part (:

Enjoy peeps!

Maybe I should just , keep quiet and let everything go .

I'm in a fucking bad mood , piss me of i'll kill.

FUCK YOU BITCH!
Stop your nagging , stop your critisisms , stop your kpo-ness ,
STOP INTERUPTING MY LIFE !

Giving in ?
Understanding me ?
Putting yourself in my shoes?

)':

I understood you ,
I gave in ,
I put in effort to give more spice to our relationship ,
I took in to what you told me about you're not happy with me talking to other girls ,
Heartbroken
You broke it with your words , you broke it again when i saw the things i didnt want to see .
I tried to put myself into your shoes , you?
Can someone tell me , am i wrong?

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Omg ! She's one hotttttt babe~

I saw her videos on Yu le bai fen bai and what i can say is ....

I nearly nose bled xD

Her name is 琳恩篇 .

Godddddd~

Welllllll , today is the last day of work (:
Yaye im so happy !
First things first ,
I would like to thank ...
Qiao (For being my mentor since the day i start till i finish , and always helping me with stuffs i dont know)
Wilson ( Although you abit gay la uh , but yeah you'd always ease my boredom-ness when there's no customer and teach me lots of life stuff ) Remember uh , bring me to that place when i 18 ! :D
Sally (Who sometimes help me too and yeah i know you've been trying to communicate with me and finding stuffs to talk about but yeah sorry i'm too quiet alr (: )
Auntie Mimi ( Thanks for the ang bao and yeah teaching me how to take out shirts easier from the hanger , and yeah the converse wallet )
Caterine (Thanks! For calling me 'shuai ge' xD and correcting my mistake when im in the wrong)
Saiji ( Telling me places where the stocks are placed so that i can find easily , and helping me with the customers)
Sari ( For helping me with the customers and yeah the wishes for my studies )
Linda ( Though you always snatch my customers but i dont mind cuz i know you all need commission but thanks for helping me with my customers at times)
TingTing ( You're a good manager ,thanks for helping me taking the day off and my pay cheque )
Last but not least ,
My cousin , You've been a great help since i started working , and whenever i dont know anything i'd find someone to ask for and thats you , Thanks for everythinggggggggg ! )

I'll learn alot from you all , thank you very much !

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Never know how much i miss you ):

Yet i just keep quiet because i know you're busy .

Things will have to slow down for the both of us ,

Yet i know true love will show as time passes.

Tomorrow will come as fast as a blink of an eye ,

just like the times you've to say goodbye .

Monday, April 12, 2010

Guys this got another lao po thingy :D

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Went for sleepover at Wenchun's house (:

And its damn fun lahhhhh !

Watch ghost rider ,

eat his chocolate :P

Ate at Al Amin ,

squeezed with 3 ppl in a bed -.- ,

sang childish songs in the middle of the night ,

keep saying 'LAO PO ! FEI ZAI SI FAT GOR SI YOUNG AND DANGEROUS"~

And lots of farting by Weijie ...

And woke up at 6plus looking at wenchun's leg on my body -.-

Ah fun night yesterday :D

What can i say ?

4 gays in a bed xD

Ps. Tomorrow will be a good day for me , If i get to see you :)

Filled with you

Friday, April 9, 2010

Today went to meet baby ,

Me is happy uh , met her for this whole week ! :D

And maybe im meeting her tml !

Life has been the same these few days ,

filled with Heng JiingHarn ^^

Honoured anot uh baby ? :P

Laughs , Someone wants me to propose to her asap (:
I Love You !

Thursday, April 8, 2010

I Love My Girlfriend Very Much ,

And I Dont Want To Lose Her ):

My forever ♥

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

HAHAHA !

LOOK AT THIS POST ,

This post is specially for my dearest baby , Heng Jiingharnnnnnn :D

I came to post because she wants to read something from my blog ,

so i shall do something sweet for her (:

Alright ,

I know that your O levels are coming , and you're afraid that you might not have time for me .

I understand okay baby ?

Though i want more time with you , i know you need to study ,

so dont worry okay?

Like i've said , i'll wait for you till you have time for me (:

Like how i waited for you to end sch , to come find me .....

and to wait for you to come to causeway to give you a surprise .

I dont care how long you'll take ,

im gonna stay on the similar place to wait for you to come back to me .

I wont leave you because i know i've got the best ,

because i want to be with you ,

because i know i need you

and because i love you baby , only you .

So give your heart out and study ,

i'll keep thinking of you , like i always do

and try my very best to make you smile every minute ,

just so you know , YUNGSING LOVES YOUR SMILE ! :D

I love you , lover! ♥

Mesmerizing smile

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Gave baby a small surprise just now ,

and i'm glad to see your smile (:

When to Wenchun's house after sending baby home ,

thn went to causeway to meet ppl .

Watched clash of the Teen Titans with ...

My Boki brother , Roy , Wenchun , Jordan , Weimeng , Huizhi and Jingyu .

Was quite nice uh .

Thn went to walk around causeway after that ,

Walked into metro and we saw one video , about barbie doll and dancing ,

and we actually stood in front of the tv and learn the dance LOL .

Thn did stupid things there , Weimeng , dont do that to a real person uh :P

Homed after that .

Just want to whisper in your ears and say I love you baby ♥

Monday, April 5, 2010

Happiest moments i have are spending time laughing and smiling with you (:

I'm glad i could meet baby today :D

Sunday, April 4, 2010

A tender kiss to say "I Love You"

(A Meaning Of A Kiss) :D

O.O!!! BO KI !

Today , Me is half happy half not .

Morning woke up at 8(slept for only 3 hours),Rain , still have to go Yishun for Basketball match .

Causeway-ed with Weijie and met up with Roy .

Went to Yishun and met up with jordan and huizhi ,

thn go to Short John Gold(Long John Silver) for breakfast .

Slacked there and joked around to wait for the rain to get smaller .

Then went to Jordan house to slack and to wait for the other team to call us to go over ,

They called and we went over .

Played 3 sets and won 3 sets :D

First 2 sets was on form ,1st set , Shot 3 , 3 pointers ball in a row~ WOOO ,

2nd set was like bang, Bang , BANG~!

3rd set was abit slack cuz we was tired , but we still won (:

Went back to Northpoint for lunch thn to Jordan's house to wash up .

End up washing up plus sleeping there , Damn tired leyyyyy .

Dinner at Jordan's ahma house , Delicious uh uh uh !

Thn back to 338 for Basketball , And we nvr lose a match :D

(I wish we could keep up this winning streak)

Next thing ,

I FUCKING LOST MY WALLET YTD !

Suddenly gone !

I rmb putting into my bag , yet i could find it , *POOF* Just disappear like this.

Sigh , so sad .

Buttttttttt ...

Weijie lost his wallet today !!! :D I'm happy for him xDDDD

Same situation as me , Put the wallet in the bag and thn *POOF* GONE ! Disappear !

Suddenly i rmb a show , where things start to get lost , Its a BO KI situation .

The face is like O.O!!! , thn BO KI~! Gone !

We still can laugh at ourselves ! HAHA ! BO KIIIIII~!

So ppl around me , must takecare of your things if not they willll ... O.O!!! BO KI~!

HAHAH !

If looking at my msg will make you smile ,

i dont mind texting you every night ,

so that the first thing you do after you wake up is to smile (:

P/S Spagetti ain't that east to make ):

Still needs practice , Can wait ? =P

30th~

Friday, April 2, 2010

Anyways .......

HAPPY 30th MONTH BABY ! :D

I LOVE YOU !

(The draft sunday thn you go check okay baby ? =X )

Love ya !

Hectic week this week,
Funeral stuffs, and lots of crying )':

Ppl ,its better to cherish the one you have now ,than to regret after losing them .
I swear to god , take my words if not you'll regret for life .